When the evening news is over I button my chore coat
and pull the waste bins out to the street, night air
crisp against my face. I hoist the garage door, find
yard bags filled with prunings (phlox and hostas)
stashed to keep dry in last week’s rain, haul them
across the lawn. The maple, always slow
to lose its leaves, has begun now, to drop them.
They curl into themselves, brown scatter on the still-
green grass, the colours taking on a different brilliance
in the dark. Across the street the neighbors
have already filled their lawn with Christmas light,
(two sparkling deer, row of soft-lit shrubs)
When I pause to look at the sky one star
shines through the overcast.
I’ve always liked this:
the quiet dark, familiar rattle of wheels over driveway stones
the small exigency of what needs to be done (the garbage truck
comes early) sequestering a space tonight within
the world’s tilt and stumble (the news a sleet stinging
behind thought), a steadying, somewhere
between our music and our violence, one foot and the next,
a tug against the bin’s weight, a chore, a solace.
you can sit down on the brown leatherette sofa
and watch the city buses pull into the subway station across Jane Street.
The radio is softly tuned to 96.3 The New Classical FM, and you can hear
Maria Callas singing O Mio Babbino Caro, while sun pours in
through the big east window and falls in a rectangle
near Nick’s feet.
Each week now, Steve leans back in Nick’s chair,
his head cushioned by folded white towels. Nick shaves him
with scrupulous care, and Benny, courtly, offers me coffee,
which I decline, but thank him, for the offer and the music
and he tells me about music lessons where he grew up in Albania,
tells me that classical music keeps him going, calm
but with energy.
On the sofa in Benny’s Barbershop, your thought
can drift from whatever book or magazine you might
have brought along – to towels in cubbies over the sink,
model bicycle on the top shelf, the small philodendron in a white pot,
the easy tones of conversation: “ ... car I had in Chicago” “... always
been in a city in America, never to a small town”
Nick takes time
with Steve, shapes his moustache, wets his hair and blows it
smoothly dry. He wears running shoes, bright yellow and turquoise.
Barbers all day on their feet – these kind men, their good-humoured
banter: “I did a dumb thing yesterday.” “First time ever?”
“There you go,
Steve, my man,” Nick says, helping Steve up from the chair.
He brushes Steve’s shoulders, fastens his collar button.
I rouse myself.
“Next week, then,” we say, and I open the door to leave
this lull, this good place.